Assalamualaikum
korang apa khabar?
hmmm...
:)
really miss u guys a lot..
seems like u guys enjoy ur campus life..
me??
still enjoy it
but sometimes it hard for me
and for the first time..
me..myself..
being in that condition..
i don't why
why i can be like that..
such a loser...
for the first time
i truly fall in love to someone
someone that i don't deserve to be with
for the first time
i defeat to my own self
my own feelings
really worst
BUT
still...im trying to overcome it
and
still im in love with him
for a year...
yups...
1 year i hide my own feeling
it feels like
ARRGGGGHHHH
its hard
he is someone who have a bright smile
sweet
kind-hearted
soft-hearted
a bit talkative
easy-going
best buddy
someone that u can hold to
NEVER see he get angry
really an ideal man for me
and i feel..
i dont deserve it
but still have flaws
he is someone who easily distracted
please don't let him distract while driving
he is someone who is forgetful
always forget where he put his stuff
and then need to buy it back
he is someone who always blame himself
for things that he dont do
he will let the blame on him
he is someone who need somebody to support him
and i hope i will that somebody
hmmm
but still im not deserve it
but still
i will pray for it
even though
he will not be the one
i hope he will be
my friend
-NHH-
